RIP Dolly

Written 12/9/10

Yesterday I had to put Dolly to sleep. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. It was totally time, she went downhill very fast. It was two of the saddest days I have spent. I felt very alone in the whole situation not having mom here with me. I didn't want her to suffer and while I needed that day to ensure that she wouldn't rally and be better soon, I hope and pray that she did not suffer alone while I was at school...This morning the house felt so empty. I was so lonely. She normally would jump up on the couch in the morning while I ate my cereal and checked my email. Usually she would try to occupy my hands, trying to get me to pet her. Of course this would drive me crazy! Eventually she would settle down next to me and we would spend the time I could with her on the couch. I miss her soo much. It is devastating here without her. She has been a part of the family for over half my life. She was 17!